Salamalaik.
Apparently tengok banatlydotcom ni sangat flowery,saya jadi wonder. Sejak bila gadis ini minat bunga-bungaan saya pun tidak pasti. Mungkin reflect hati sendiri. Mungkinlah

Sebenarnya sekarang saya dalam mode demam. Tadi kena injection dan baru tersedar dari lena yang panjang. Tak sangka rupanya lepas injection itu saya terus dum dam tertidur. Padanlah saya termimpi macam sedang jalan terhuyung-hayang keluar dari kereta, rupa-rupanya bila ingat semula..memang pun lepas balik dari klinik i had to force myself to walk from my car to the bedroom. Mengantuk sangat!

Minggu lepas sekolah straight 7 hari tanpa henti. Hari sabtu sekolah ganti, hari ahad pula tusyen komputer dengan anak angkat SETIA. Amanah tetap amanah. Minggu ini pula, sepatutnya saya sekolah 7 hari juga. Tapi disebabkan hari Khamis lepas saya dah nearly flat, saya terpaksa beritahu anak-anak murid yang kelas komputer terpaksa postponed pada Sabtu depan pula. Dan esok, saya perlu tetap ke sekolah; sebab ada mesyuarat PIBG.

Dalam kepala masih ada lagi kerja-kerja yang tak sempat saya beri perhatian. Poster NAZIM K.U.P dan majlis A.P nanti. Aseef dear MAs and Kak Ina. I try my best and willing to burn the midnight oil tonight. InsyaAllah.

Adik darling has move back to KL. Im hoping that she strives for her 2nd semester which then will place her as one of the YPJ’s scholarship holder. She did well for her last sem. Alhamdulillah. 0.03 to hit perfect!

And as for me, since last semester i had to focus on 4 subjects (which i am a part-timer student), i did not put a high target for the result. And even dare to target a paper to be failed. Astaghfirullah. But alhamdulillah, Allah hear my pray and HE knows that I don’t really mean that (HE is the ONE who always can read what is underlying in people’s heart ), it is just me who unable to coop with my own emotion when all of the school works and uni works attacking me tremendously.

Then. Last semester was a good one. When you are able to get good marks with not-so-good-feeling-about-the-good-marks, you can call it rezeki dari Allah. I come back to you, Allah the Almighty. Alhamdulillah.

So and so, I realized that Allah has actually answer me (and us-especially my dearly akhawwat) who spent most of our time to walk…and even run in Allah’s path even sometime (most of the time) we forget that our foot had injured and need some rest but we’re in denial :’( We know it is hurt, but we never stop because we know that Allah will reward us with something great that we don’t even know how great is that. Subhanallah!!

Allah, with all my heart, I promise to stay with you. aaaaand…i will do anything to seek for your attention surely will do (then tiba-tiba teringat entry muharikah entitle “sahaja aku menggedik kerana Allah”

Not equal are those believers remaining [at home] – other than the disabled – and the mujahideen, [who strive and fight] in the cause of Allah with their wealth and their lives. Allah has preferred the mujahideen through their wealth and their lives over those who remain [behind], by degrees. And to both Allah has promised the best [reward]. But Allah has preferred the mujahideen over those who remain [behind] with a great reward -Degrees [of high position] from Him and forgiveness and mercy. And Allah is ever Forgiving and Merciful. (4:95-96)